First, I would like to thank a very special moderator; 'eijs.' She had a lot of patience with me; and could have banned me. Truth be told; I would have deserved it after my behaviour last night...

Until last night; I never lashed out at anyone; despite what was thrown my way. I just needed an outlet to express myself. I do exist; and am not a 'puppet socke' (made up character?) that many have insinuated...

I am not proud of my posts over the past 16 hours. But there is only so much before one snaps. And to compare me to 'Joliet'?? That asshat could not even come close to me. What a FUCKING joke. See, I said it. Molly actually swore. Deidre79 I would have had a tough time with. Not sure what happened with her. She was a force; a passion...

I am just a confused lesbian. And yes, I did see all the remarks about me being 'entertainment.' I just wanted Erika back. But for those of you who are watching the dust settle; I did not get her back. I lost; and I will accept it...

I watched her dance with strangers too many times. The love she wants is of another kind. I will always be meek; shy; ... and at times lash out...

So I lose. In front of everyone here. And for those of you that doubted; again, you can ask the MODS to verify the IP's. Not that it matters. I never wanted to 'be good' as one of the mods said. I just wanted Erika back. I can not get her back...

If you want to contact me you can at sadflowernyc@yahoo.com. It is not my real name so no harm. And I hope the mods allow this. I will leave now. No point in staying in a place where you are not welcomed...

Thank you 'eijs' for putting up with me... I will miss this site; even those that did not like me; which is pretty much the entire site...which is pretty much every1 in my life...

Katarina

 

And for those that thought I was 'Joliet' or whatever his weak ass name was?? Are you kidding me?? I would have knocked his lame ass into the fucking ground. Look at the 'compu-stat.' I don't need other 'characters' to bump my threads. Did he ever have a thead that got more than 15 responses?? When mod 'eijs' said I was not him; I took a look at his posts. She was right; I would never want to be him...

Katarina...............farewell..............

 

To tell you the truth, I hardly noticed you. I do not know what this imbroglio is about, but it does not seem to have shaken XNXX to its foundations the way the banning of deidre79 did.

My advice is that you go away for a few weeks. Calm down. Let others calm down This too shall pass. Come back, and try to forget.

 

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BYE BYE!

 

And when you do come back Molly be sure to contact doggo (aka distant lover) and he'll befriend you and then build a shrine for you in his apartment....

 

Bye Mollica, watch out for trains and the men in white coats who are coming to take you away...haha

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And to think she's just become a,porno junky. *le petition* to elevate her to porn star level. Or it's equivalent in drama.

 

Who in the heck are you??? No one cares that you're leaving...

 

its my first day so u cant leave

 

After your despicable comments about disabled people I can only add "Goodbye and good riddance"

I don't normally engage in insulting anyone on the forum, but for you I'll make an exception.

I somehow think that you have been here on the forum before, and will be again, but this incarnation of your vileness will not be missed.

 

As this daft bitch gone yet.

 

Into the woodwork you mean?

 

Good riddance. Fucking cunt.

 

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Bye Molly/Erika. Hope you don't come back. Of course, I'm sure you'll still be around under your original persona. Oh, and the next time you do this, try to think of something a little more original than the fueding lesbians routine. It was kind of stupid and dreadfully predictable.:Zz

By the way, are you still thinking about suicide. I was just sort of wondering and hoping that maybe you'll....anyway....keep an open mind.

 

Not all posts were written by me last night...

Molly

 

Wait. What?

What the fuck does that mean? That you were responding to several different posters? Yeah, okay. Or that someone "hacked" your account, or you shouldn't be held accountable for your posts because you drank with your drugs?

This is either pathetic, or bullshit. Maybe it's pathetic bullshit.

 

There is plenty of room for pretty ladies on my Friends' List. Molly is a lesbian, however. I do not discriminate against lesbians. Molly may discriminate against heterosexuals.

 

I would say nice knowing you, but I didn't know you were here.

 

No problem...

Take care,

Molly:rose: